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wtf [Mar. 7th, 2005|01:55 pm]
[Current Mood |annoyedannoyed]

You know what. I dont have time for this shit. Maybe my first reaction was the best. I long for a simpler time. My Plate isn't that big to start with. Saw some red flags the other day. Just stopping to think about the way this is supposed to be. And how it really is. I lack the dull sandy out look that I must need to get through life. Life is to short I want to be happy. I think I need to clean out some shit from my closet. Maybe I need to clean and throw out alot of shit. I feel myself going to a place that feels so familar. I will not build myself a prison or let you build one around me. When star dust blows away here I am. Just the way I always have been. Thought maybe differnt but no Dont think so. Notthis time. Not ever. Fuck you too.
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MMMMmmm.....Gummy bears [Mar. 2nd, 2005|02:57 pm]
[Current Music |Moist]

How would a gummy bear act if we had one here right now. Stay down stay down. So real to me, so soon to me. Who better than me draw into be seen. Stay down stay down. Spread gently for me. A piece of gum will not hold peace this time. (spelled those the way I wanted) I'll give way soon enough in spite of myself.

And if I ever wanted you back to me too long now.
And if I ever wanted you back to me it's too long now.
To long to be ours, so late to be. To late to be gold.
Stay home Stay Home...Now
To long nOw.

Things come around. They do They do. One door opens and another one closes. Belive me touched by a god touched by you. You know I never asked you to belive in me. It's all I can do. The things you never say. Wanting you is all I can ever do. The things you never say. Belive me if you ever trust.

This never happend Never did
It's not a memory. Never happend never will.
There is no way to prove this isn't real.
Never happend never will
Your not a victim I'm not to blame
Break him down Break her down
Forse him down forse her down
If you play queitly I'll let you go.
If you play quietly no one here will ever, ever know.
Never happend never will

My hate takes my hand. You can be so damn ugly.
I said I'm fine. Walk the line. One more bottle just to wash the day away.

I'm fine I dont want to talk about this any more. Just one match be so easy. I said I'm fine. Heard the shot ring out..Seamed so far way. I'm into everything, everything.

And you rape me of my intellect. I'll Give you pieces of my Pride. Then I'm naked. Is this what you thought you'd find. It looks alot like me.
Dig it any where you want!
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Why now brown cow? [Mar. 1st, 2005|05:36 pm]
Does the statement too late now, ring a bell? Because it is too late now. So sad But I dont have the time to think about it now. Too bad so sad, it's too fucking late now..bye
They suffer they do
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live from atlanta [Feb. 27th, 2005|10:47 am]
hi. Stuff is cool no snow here. Be back soon. Everyone be cool dont do anything thing that I would do..ya ok you can i always have too much fun. Stay cool and I know you guys back in wisconsin will. Because it's always cool there.
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Who is your loyalty 2? [Feb. 21st, 2005|02:00 pm]
[Current Mood |deviousdevious]

Is it to me? No. Is it to Yourself...that's what I thought. It's always fun and funny when things are good but what happens when they are not? Where will your loyalty be then? Anger and jealousy run so many people's lives. Who runs yours. Do you want me 2? I cant be everywhere or do everything everytime but I can do and be and have somethings sometime. So here it comes my big words to live by..Oh and this is so much bigger then me...Think big always..but that's not it. Here it is.

We must strive for a balance between instinct and reason. (Fuck off i know that I cant spell but I can do other things that make up for it.) That goes for all of us. To love is like to live all reason aganist it and all healthy instinct for it. (God's little joke on us all) Great people find that their love life is often the only unstable part of their lives. Dont worry love is just a chemical imbalance. I'm sure they will make a pill to cure us all from this madness. I know so many poor souls that are aflicted with this problem. It can reck your life if it is untreated. I know one poor soul that suffers from its effects right now. (and no it's not me..I have an emunity 2 it) Who am I kidding I'm in love with two differnt girls right now. They are so differnt but I love then so. Maybe if I ask them nicely they will let me have them at the same time. Hope

Oh the mushyness I will have to vomit now before work. Back to hate I'm so much better at that. I have three fuckers in mind that must be killed. No not killed just stabbed. Once or twice would be nice. Careful things come back to haunt you. Like me. Fair warning I'm oh so protective of my freinds. Lay off my cool-aid or suffer. Just the right amount of ties to bound then kill you. Dont you think?
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Who knew that pigs can fly! [Feb. 16th, 2005|06:04 pm]
[Current Mood |blankblank]

My towels are out on the line in a snow storm. It's all in how you layer the pictures...All for the maximum effect. Your crazy like a fox. The truth I can honestly say does not always set you free. The truth can just as easy form a prison. Me I belive in brutal honesty when possible other wise avoidence works well too. Things are always the same until one day when they change. Hope
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Happy Love fest! [Feb. 14th, 2005|02:01 pm]
[Current Mood |mellowmellow]

Ya...All that mushy stuff..It's funny how things work out. That is why I am a big fan of porn. What can I say...It's never that bad as long as you have your clit!
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its funny not in that ha ha way but in that sad for u way [Feb. 7th, 2005|02:20 pm]
[Current Mood |happyhappy]

How quickly you are forgoten..Your fucking sad And I'm just to happy for your shit. What a wonderful day today. Going to see my girls tonight maybe. Things are just swell. I feel like i'm i'm in this crazy windy cave. Maybe i have just fallen down the rabbit hole again. I need a bath in milk.
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Yeah twice [Jan. 25th, 2005|01:55 pm]
[Current Mood |coldcold]

Strange dayz I've been having? Things havent felt normal for a long time...Or even real....stuff is cool though or it will be soon. Any one want to play a game?
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what on earth does this say? [Jan. 9th, 2005|02:30 pm]
I try to make sence but I cant what a strange turn of events hey? Just when you think you got a hold of it wham...boot to the back of the head but in a strange the devil is trying to taught me kind of way...
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