| Saturday, April 11th, 2009 |
| 4:14 pm |
Jello
Just got back from Atlanta. Now I have to go to work....Sucky but I will live. Weird Couple days...Happy Easter Current Mood: frustrated |
| Tuesday, April 7th, 2009 |
| 1:18 pm |
Hello happy campers!!!!!!
Update from Savannah Ga. I've been living happy as hell in Savannah for the past Year and 9 months or so.... I dont miss the snow of Wisconsin at all. I'm working as a bartender at one of our local strip clubs.... It is a lot of fun most of the time....(little bit of a love/ hate type thing) I love to hate it sometimes ha ha... No but really I am very happy to have made the move and it really is everything I had hoped for...Anyone that knows me will tell you that I have been in love with this city long before I moved here...(I am still very much in love with her) from the beach to all parks she is my long lost love and I feel at rest here....(Like a part of me has always been here.) I miss my parents and Angela A LOT!!!!!!!!!!! but besides that everything is sweet tits.... I plan on updating my journal more now.... so check me out for more fun updates from Savannah! I'm old school...Fuck face book and myspace....Live journal all the way!!!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: cheerful |
| Wednesday, October 17th, 2007 |
| 4:22 pm |
ello!
I said ello! Current Mood: flirty |
| Friday, May 27th, 2005 |
| 11:00 am |
If ever there was such a peace come over me....
Warmth..Mmmmmmm ( u all scare me with your crazy bitch shit)...K..it is what it is...as my Dad aways says. We will see.. it's all on a sliding scale I think. Happy Birthday yo and so on..ect and stuff later..... bye Current Mood: crazy |
| Monday, May 9th, 2005 |
| 12:34 pm |
jelly fish milk shake fistybuns
Tick, Tick, Tick and there it goes...boom. Too much man...much too much man. You took to much..man Your going to start to get the fear man. Current Mood: mellow |
| Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005 |
| 12:37 pm |
I wonder
If I died tonight. If the game stopped right here would everyone be happy how they played? In life may those who love us love us and those that dont may God turn their ankles so we may know them by their limping. Current Mood: discontent |
| Tuesday, April 26th, 2005 |
| 12:37 pm |
Red
There is a pattern to how things shake out. Sometimes we dont think so. It is our lack of patence that makes us want everything now. Maybe we think that we are going to die and all we have is now. However we feel about that doesnt matter. There is more than today more then right now. Things make so much more sence on the whole. Nothing fits or looks right when it is two inches from your face. You cant see the forest from the trees. Point being that there is a pattern to how and why things shake out. Even if you dont like your roll of the dice, the game goes on and soon it's your turn again. This time you can make it right. And even if you do not. Dont worry your next turn is on it's way. Take care of the you and everything will follow. Life's a bitch and then you die right? Well maybe it doesn't have to be. Maybe your the bitch and life isn't so bad. All is quiet for now. Current Mood: grateful |
| Wednesday, April 13th, 2005 |
| 5:29 pm |
shower shower everywhere and too many babies in sight
Stuff is crazy busy. Everyone wants a piece of me. It's ok things will calm down after the shower but shit. Step off my ass yo. I;m not sure what the future holds but I am sure that it will be a-ok. Whatever will be will be. bye(me) such is life Current Mood: peaceful |
| Wednesday, March 30th, 2005 |
| 1:19 pm |
things I like to call STUFF
So stuff is cool.....Things are coming around I think i think. Savannah was great. I walk in the park minus some girl scouts.. All clear on the home fronts as far as I can tell. But what do I knoww something always brews.. And so do I that reminds me I have to whip up a new batch soon. Objects may appear closer then they are. Donkey chicken monkey fish On to chicago fun fun...swimming, pokering, what ever your in to. yea bye yo Current Mood: uncomfortable |
| Monday, March 7th, 2005 |
| 1:55 pm |
wtf
You know what. I dont have time for this shit. Maybe my first reaction was the best. I long for a simpler time. My Plate isn't that big to start with. Saw some red flags the other day. Just stopping to think about the way this is supposed to be. And how it really is. I lack the dull sandy out look that I must need to get through life. Life is to short I want to be happy. I think I need to clean out some shit from my closet. Maybe I need to clean and throw out alot of shit. I feel myself going to a place that feels so familar. I will not build myself a prison or let you build one around me. When star dust blows away here I am. Just the way I always have been. Thought maybe differnt but no Dont think so. Notthis time. Not ever. Fuck you too. Current Mood: annoyed |
| Wednesday, March 2nd, 2005 |
| 2:57 pm |
MMMMmmm.....Gummy bears
How would a gummy bear act if we had one here right now. Stay down stay down. So real to me, so soon to me. Who better than me draw into be seen. Stay down stay down. Spread gently for me. A piece of gum will not hold peace this time. (spelled those the way I wanted) I'll give way soon enough in spite of myself. And if I ever wanted you back to me too long now. And if I ever wanted you back to me it's too long now. To long to be ours, so late to be. To late to be gold. Stay home Stay Home...Now To long nOw. SO LONG NOW. Things come around. They do They do. One door opens and another one closes. Belive me touched by a god touched by you. You know I never asked you to belive in me. It's all I can do. The things you never say. Wanting you is all I can ever do. The things you never say. Belive me if you ever trust. This never happend Never did It's not a memory. Never happend never will. There is no way to prove this isn't real. Never happend never will Your not a victim I'm not to blame Break him down Break her down Forse him down forse her down If you play queitly I'll let you go. If you play quietly no one here will ever, ever know. Never happend never will My hate takes my hand. You can be so damn ugly. I said I'm fine. Walk the line. One more bottle just to wash the day away. I'm fine I dont want to talk about this any more. Just one match be so easy. I said I'm fine. Heard the shot ring out..Seamed so far way. I'm into everything, everything. And you rape me of my intellect. I'll Give you pieces of my Pride. Then I'm naked. Is this what you thought you'd find. It looks alot like me. Dig it any where you want! Current Music: Moist |
| Tuesday, March 1st, 2005 |
| 5:36 pm |
Why now brown cow?
Does the statement too late now, ring a bell? Because it is too late now. So sad But I dont have the time to think about it now. Too bad so sad, it's too fucking late now..bye They suffer they do |
| Sunday, February 27th, 2005 |
| 10:47 am |
live from atlanta
hi. Stuff is cool no snow here. Be back soon. Everyone be cool dont do anything thing that I would do..ya ok you can i always have too much fun. Stay cool and I know you guys back in wisconsin will. Because it's always cool there. |
| Monday, February 21st, 2005 |
| 2:00 pm |
Who is your loyalty 2?
Is it to me? No. Is it to Yourself...that's what I thought. It's always fun and funny when things are good but what happens when they are not? Where will your loyalty be then? Anger and jealousy run so many people's lives. Who runs yours. Do you want me 2? I cant be everywhere or do everything everytime but I can do and be and have somethings sometime. So here it comes my big words to live by..Oh and this is so much bigger then me...Think big always..but that's not it. Here it is. We must strive for a balance between instinct and reason. (Fuck off i know that I cant spell but I can do other things that make up for it.) That goes for all of us. To love is like to live all reason aganist it and all healthy instinct for it. (God's little joke on us all) Great people find that their love life is often the only unstable part of their lives. Dont worry love is just a chemical imbalance. I'm sure they will make a pill to cure us all from this madness. I know so many poor souls that are aflicted with this problem. It can reck your life if it is untreated. I know one poor soul that suffers from its effects right now. (and no it's not me..I have an emunity 2 it) Who am I kidding I'm in love with two differnt girls right now. They are so differnt but I love then so. Maybe if I ask them nicely they will let me have them at the same time. Hope Oh the mushyness I will have to vomit now before work. Back to hate I'm so much better at that. I have three fuckers in mind that must be killed. No not killed just stabbed. Once or twice would be nice. Careful things come back to haunt you. Like me. Fair warning I'm oh so protective of my freinds. Lay off my cool-aid or suffer. Just the right amount of ties to bound then kill you. Dont you think? Current Mood: devious |
| Wednesday, February 16th, 2005 |
| 6:04 pm |
Who knew that pigs can fly!
My towels are out on the line in a snow storm. It's all in how you layer the pictures...All for the maximum effect. Your crazy like a fox. The truth I can honestly say does not always set you free. The truth can just as easy form a prison. Me I belive in brutal honesty when possible other wise avoidence works well too. Things are always the same until one day when they change. Hope Current Mood: blank |
| Monday, February 14th, 2005 |
| 2:01 pm |
Happy Love fest!
Ya...All that mushy stuff..It's funny how things work out. That is why I am a big fan of porn. What can I say...It's never that bad as long as you have your clit! Current Mood: mellow |
| Monday, February 7th, 2005 |
| 2:20 pm |
its funny not in that ha ha way but in that sad for u way
How quickly you are forgoten..Your fucking sad And I'm just to happy for your shit. What a wonderful day today. Going to see my girls tonight maybe. Things are just swell. I feel like i'm i'm in this crazy windy cave. Maybe i have just fallen down the rabbit hole again. I need a bath in milk. Current Mood: happy |
| Tuesday, January 25th, 2005 |
| 1:55 pm |
Yeah twice
Strange dayz I've been having? Things havent felt normal for a long time...Or even real....stuff is cool though or it will be soon. Any one want to play a game? Current Mood: cold |
| Sunday, January 9th, 2005 |
| 2:30 pm |
what on earth does this say?
I try to make sence but I cant what a strange turn of events hey? Just when you think you got a hold of it wham...boot to the back of the head but in a strange the devil is trying to taught me kind of way... |
| Wednesday, January 5th, 2005 |
| 1:57 pm |
Scream Yes if you want more
really thats all I have to say today..hate you all die. Execept my girls I love you lots. You can scream for me anytime...! Current Mood: curious |